Anyone that has tried to lose weight knows all about that NAGGING LITTLE VOICE inside their head that is saying "If only I could lose that last 10-15-50-100 pounds, it will make me happy and make all my problems disappear".
No one but us can make that Nagging Little Voice go away. Let's be honest, we are fat because something was triggered inside us. I am not fat just for being fat. It could be raging emotions, hormones, genetics gone wild or some fluky thing in the world that makes me the way I am. It's not a professional clinical version of why I am fat - it's flat out my view. What I think of myself is how the world thinks of me. If I project a miserable fat person - then I am looked at as a miserable fat person. If I think of myself as a good person with a bubbly personality that is pleasantly plump, then that is how the world will perceive me.
That annoying little voice has told me I am a fat effn' pig. If I let that inner voice get to me I doubt myself and my capabilities to do something about it. So now to extinguish that nerve wrecking nagging little voice that doesn't stop putting me down with I am not smart or good enough, going on about how the new highlights I spent $110 on makes my face look fat and now the rest of me looks fatter or the cellulite wrapped around my thighs could be marketed out for a Jello commercial - you know the one, I hear it so much I've gotten used to it - have you too?
D.I.S.T.R.A.C.T.I.O.N.
The strongest distraction in our lives is EATING. We live to eat, not eat to live. Eating shuts up that annoying voice in our head pretty quickly when we are devouring a box of cookies, a heaping pile of mashed potatoes with gravy or butter or gorging on a half gallon of ice cream in the middle of the night - you eat enough of this that little voice goes off into it's own corner waving a little white flag. Who says uncontrollable eating doesn't work? Clothes might be tighter and cutting off all circulation and I will hate myself for all I ate - - BUT the voice is gone....FOR NOW.
Making small distractions to make that little voice go away is my goal. I slip up - THIS DIET IS REAL LIFE...there are parties, BBQ's, weddings....I can not let a diet rule my life - but I also can not let fat rule either. Setting goals is only part of losing weight. Getting that annoying little voice in my head to stick to a corner in the back of my head and only offer it's two cents when I really screw up is another goal.
Previously I had been setting up TV trays in living room and watching TV while hubby and I ate. No more. We eat at kitchen table with no TV on. Did you know you eat more watching TV than if the TV is off? You are not paying attention and basically shoveling food in your mouth without concentrating on how much food you are eating. Same thing goes with eating out with friends, you are having fun and the more nachos, fried mozzarella and buffalo wings that are ordered the more you eat and drink (those pesky calories from alcoholic drinks are enough to fully blow a good days diet).
Distractions can be anything. Take up crocheting, knitting, reading or bike riding. That 15 or 30 minute walk you didn't squeeze in early this morning - GO DO IT! Grab those cans of soup and do arm circles....ANYTHING. The more you find to do away from eating - keeps you from eating!
When I was packing stuff up for our new home - I had two full weeks that I had to remind myself to eat. I was more occupied with ensuring that everything I put on lists I made was either bought, done or packed. I was fully engrossed in a project. My project is over and I now find myself thinking about food more....hence my late night grilled cheese sandwich........
The more you and I distract ourselves the easier it is to slowly put that nagging little voice in a small corner and let it think of things to do while we are onto bigger and thinner things!!!
Keeping Positive - Kicking It Up a Notch -
(this weeks new mantra) .......................FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION
BBQ in Long Island today (if the rain holds up)....Remembered to bring my 12" Subway roll!
Todays Meals:
Breakfast: 1 cup grapefruit juice (97 calories)
Snack: 1 Large Banana (120 calories)
Lunch: Approx. 2 cup mixed green salad w/ oil & vinegar) with 6" Subway roll on side
Snack: Approx. 1 cup watermelon
Dinner: Other part of 6" Subway roll with lettuce, tomatoe and a slice of BBQ Chicken Breast.
No other Snacks.....drive home brutal (ALOT OF TRAFFIC)
Guess on Total Calories for Day: 1,200
I hope your day was FANTASTIC!!!
Recent Comments